I don’t know about you, but when I don’t get enough sleep, my writing (& thinking) tends to suffer. I feel as if there is a “blanket” (sorry for the stretched metaphor) between my brain and my fingers. I can write, but it is much harder to think, to find the perfect word, to extend my vocabulary, or to make connections in a meaningful way. This was brought home to me this morning as I tried to write a “response” to the reading for my class today. I did not sleep well last night, so I got up early to finish my reading and to write my response.
I might as well have been a zombie for all the effectiveness that I had. I finished my “response,” but I do not feel proud of it. It seems like the connections that I would have made simply would not come. I have a study that I cut from my local newspaper that showed that research has shown that sleep is essential for creative thinking.
But what happens when circumstances do not allow you to get the sleep you need? Life isn’t always going to cooperate with your need for sleep to enhance your creativity (or to keep you creative if you’re already creative). I did the only thing that I could, I plowed through the best that I could, but I don’t really feel satisfied with the results. This is a question that I’m going to have to work through as a writer, how to do my best work when life won’t allow me to be at my best? I didn’t waste time and I scheduled my time as best I could, but even now, as I write this, I’m wondering (in the back of my mind) is there a better way of expressing this, am I being too pedantic, does this blog entry even make any sense at all?
Unfortunately, I won’t know until after I’ve rested and looked over it. And what will I find when I do?